What?
Simone did call the doctor and got an appointment in the afternoon. The clock is standing still for me. Time is not moving. Is it 4.00 PM yet? This waiting is killing me. I am very nervous. What’s going on with the baby? Will we loose it? Are our dreams being destroyed?
Finally – It is 4.00 PM. When will Simone call me? 45 minutes lates she calls me from her cell phone. According to the practicing nurse (the doctor was not available) Simone is dehydrated. She needs to drink much more water. What? She is already drinking much more water as usual and that is not enough? No ultrasound test – no nothing. Everything is supposed to be Ok – says the practicing nurse.
This does not really help. We do not have proof that our little one is still alive. So, more waiting until Thursday arrives and we have the scheduled appointment. This is horrible. How can we make it to Thursday without knowing. The worst thoughts are on my mind and Simone does feel similar. She still has cramps and pain.
I fix dinner, but Simone does not have much appetite. She is going back to bed sleeping. I walk the dog and as I am not tired, I will stay up until midnight again.